“God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference today” (Well known AA Mantra, that truly captures lifes essence) As a wise woman in AA told me, how the heck are we supposed to know what the …
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Now is the time. I understand this fully Went to bed last night with all the life lessons and realizations and epiphanies I have had over these last few days of reflection. Days in my own head space and my minds own time When the sun rose this morning, I began anew Refreshed and capable, …
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For all of us coming to feel what it is to truly be ourselves There is so much empty in my thoughts There are so many spaces between my memories The endless pitch black hallways within these internally unexplainable quandaries I am a wandering version of my reality It’s the strangest version that weird could …
I would, put myself, in a literal situation, this hilarious triggered off soul binding manifestation of the intricate self encapsulation of all diminutive maturation covered in stimuli-ed curled up webs intervened inbetweened beneath eons of intertwining gaping decade engaging, turmoil envisioning white noise invisibly compartmentalized and departmentalized accordingly by necessities deliberately recognized and temporarily departmentalized …
There is a crazy amount of shit going on in my head I stood up too fast and everything in my body and brain that makes my feelings feel just jumped up and fled Ran away, running, so fast and goodbye Where and what my placement is in this life makes so many of my …
There is so much going on around, that it is so hard to hollow out the sound. There are so many sounds to hear, sounds of which can be filled with words and fear. There is so much going on throughout, that its difficult to decipher just what is considered any kind of route. The …
There are endless ways that anything and everything can come to fruition The beautifully and terrifying catastrophic impending doom is forever possible Possible is defined as “able to be done,” “Within the power of capacity of someone or something” So possibilities are present to often and frequently throughout the entirety of our lives Possibilities exist, …
There is a lot of stuff that I am There is so much that affects me in such a substantial way It floors me when I think about it, so much to grasp onto and clutch The amount of significant things continue to grow and be so much The tears want so bad to come …
I’ve been walking a lot recently I’ve really been putting down some miles I’ve been feeling all the reasons to leave enclosed spaces and not feel like I can not find any of my smiles It’s actually very cool, it has opened up my mind and helped me keep my self in check I just …
There are quite a few things going on in my brain Quite a few things that are setting off my instinctual pain Setting off reasons to run somewhere dark Setting off reasons to caress something stark Nothing of substance and nothing of smiles Nothing but something that leaves my heart feeling futile The words are …
